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Monday, March 28, 2011
accumulative points @ 11:53 PM

I finally got my bandage off. My leg looks like a bark-ringed trunk-All shrunken in a ring form and below that a swollen mass. I feel like a freak, so unbalanced and stuff.
Today was a normal day. I slept for 5 miserable hours and woke up with my head spinning. Suffice to say I feel like skipping physics. I feel so torn and I'm not me. Im torn.
Yes I looked weird.I laughed and smiled and yet looked fake with all that facade. Not that anyone have commented in how funny I seemed. I was so hyper in physics. I'm not at all sleepy. Yet I'm broken. I feel very sad. And now that sadness has accumulated into puddles of tears in which I shall flush them all off in abit, I feel nothing and yet everything. I wish I wouldn't be so...weak.
Anthony kinda made my day. Infact if it wasn't for him and TDC, I wouldnt be okay. I'm gonna drown myself in contemporary dancing. I'm gonna learn how to dance...provided Xian does not give up on me.



*I love him. But I hope he would tell me that he feels the same way as well and not hide it from me. That would'd been the saddest misunderstanding ever.*

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